Letter to Allah

Assalamualaikum from a girl who wants meet a loved ones.

This letter for you, Allah and the reason why i write that cause i missed my lovely people in my life that have called by You. 

Allah, i'm so missing my lovely people that have gone to Heaven now. i know it's divine, but i must accept it. I'm sincere if you took them yesterday. Honest, i can't make a proud to them. They haven't seen yet what i do while 15 years now. They too fast to leaving me, but i know you are very loving them than me. I accept it. I know that all people in my life will go because of You. I dont know when, but it will happen to me AGAIN. 

Allah, can i message to them? I wanna tell about my life now and wanna hugs them so much, 

"Hey! how are you all? I know you've in nice place now. Don't worry about me and your grandchild it's fine now. We are growing up to be a good boy/girl. Insyallah, i can keep them until he/she have a family. I miss you all so much now. I dont know how to be a good leader for my cousin now. We've so far now. I miss my cousin so much. If you besides me, you can give me a advice how to collect all of them. I give a message for Allah that i want to continue my life to be a good life."

Allah, this end of my letter. I can't write long letter because my wishes has privacy. I wish my lovely people in world can keep me so tight. No one to hurt my life. Keep my parents. Keep all of my life to You. Allah, i'm yours. 

It's time for my life to feels freedom. THANKS ALLAHHH!!